陪我歌唱

不知道你为什么会是这样。

我和你之间真的有隔着一条很长很长的河，我甚至真的已经不想走过去liao。
这就是你的思想，我无法改变。所以我觉得那条河我永远不需要走过去。
虽然这根本不是什么很大的问题，但是我感觉是！这是我的感觉，难道我不可以说出来吗？
我和你都是不同的个体，可是现在你摧毁了另一个个体的心灵，你明白现在是什么情况吗。
我懂，我懂，我做么不懂，你要的就是我的沉默。
可是我根本不懂问题出在哪里，你一句我一句，就这样咯。

我整个头脑很酸，眼睛很痛！ Man，现在我根本上不了FB。
我也有一点点不想去上了。一打开自己的相簿就觉得我变liao。
我总是很讨厌别人说我变了，以一种很失望的眼神看着我酱。

现在我有一点点感慨，一点点。
当我和一个常常相处、但意见不合、从小就常常说要放弃我的人吵架，给我送来一碗热腾腾的粥的人却偏偏是另一个不常相处、但总是站在我这边、从小就常常说着很疼我的那个人。
如果你们combine起来，我的生活很完美 you know?
有一点强烈的对比，你明白现在是什么情况吗/

我今天决定做自己生活的主人，等下一关电脑就睡觉。 功课什么都不想做了。

 我不觉得我这样子很帅，可是就是比较自在。

哈哈哈，今天的Food Fair很好玩。
章鱼烧有很多人来买叻，而且赚很多钱咯！
当然我也有吃一点，哈哈哈，不要怀疑，真的是一点罢了啦= =！

哇塞，星期六我就要去北京了。嘿嘿，我一直讲，可是都没有人在听酱= =。
算了，我不要讲了。如果你在北京看到下面这张照片的人，哈哈哈，这个是我。
我去睡觉了。

Chthonian clef

     It's a day of excitement.
     Dawn was casting a spun-gold threads across the rosy sky yonder, and soon it changed to a hue of crimson and gold against a blue background. In the light of the sun, I knew that this long awaited and exhilarating moment has came to me at this point in time.
     I've waken up at the crack of dawn today and was actually astonished by my worn-out look in the mirror just now. I just couldn't control myself to wake up earlier in the morning because, I abruptly found that there's lots of work for me to complete it. Ardently thirsting for a fire-new start in me, this time I've set out to throw away all the dog-eared books and ignore how disappointing my marks were.
     Hey, don't get me wrong as I'm, for sure, not giving up anything although I've been trying it for several times, it fails because there's an altercation between my rationalism and sentimentality. Literally, what I mean was, my room was at sixes and sevens currently, and I felt harassed by all the trivial things which was scattered on my desk, on my bed and on the floor. Lassitude has took over me.
     I could still recall that last night, I was busy packing up all my clothes and "trivial things" as I've get ready to go for a ceremony. Oh yes, it's a rush for me, and yes, it'd totally amazed my parents as well. Pure incredibility. I do never considered that if one day I went overseas myself. Whenever I think of that, I was just elated by the joy of its exaggerated description, through the bonds of adjectives, magical as it reanimates and rejoices the senses I once had.
     While my father broke into a violent passion just because of the expense to attend the ceremony was totally a pessimistic one, which is over Ten Thousand Ringgit Malaysia. My mind was currently blank as I was in cessation of courageousness to go and count how many plate of spaghetti and carrot juice I can just worth to have.
     Well, now I'm profoundly speechless as, I, haven't even finished my work.
     So short so nice, so goodbye everybody:D Hope to see you another day when I came back from Beijing.

Sleepy time!

我今天有一点点累，一点点缺氧，一点点兴奋！！！！！！

这三个地方，是我将会去到的地方。当然，我不是去旅行的。
哎呀，这么复杂，我改次再说:DDD

今天真的觉得很不可思议！WOW！
这个时候，文字是那么渺小，不能形容我内心的感受 \./
其实我没有想过我竟然会遇到这种事！
而且只是在我放弃和坚持的一刹那之间，我选择了坚持，换来的东西 实在是=.= 难以想象。

算了啦，我不要讲了。==其实事情是算很小件而已，只是我很开心罢了@@
我真的很开心!!!!!!^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
YAY！

怎么办，这件事一来我是真的觉得考试已经不重要了！
星期三考试，我只读好sejarah而已。KH SC GEO 那么多东西，我完全没有管==
我放弃了@@ 妈妈，我爱你，所以你不要怪我了har。@@

我发现我已经很久没有上网了，好像。@@
最近连上网都懒惰了呢，真是的，像猪酱，懒惰。
今天本来也是不想去学校的，想象一下，哎呀还是去啦@@
结果现在我累到半死，明天早上又要学钢琴！
还一连上2堂课，因为我下个星期六又不能去学wor，真的是烦咯！

钢琴的功课又很难wor，也全部还没有做。:XXXX
下个星期六考完试的第一天，我又要一大早起来去参加什么书法比赛。==
拜托！我真的有这么好吗！做么一直叫我去！== 哼哼哼哼哼哼哼哼哼哼哼哼哼
等下又要去什么什么东西，忙到要死。我生气 \./

这是我心爱的伦敦，London，名字很美，很像神酱！Lerst！
MAN，英镑兑换率 1= RM4.95，名字很美，价钱更美！WOW！Nutcrackers-.-

我的演讲就到此为止，谢谢！

Pin Shen Me

The crowd left, the lights no more, the site a mess.
Too many emotions, salty like sweat, wanting to stop them is hard.
Mockery and doubt are always sour, entangling me all this way.
Cold eyes, cold words, I don't see, I don't care, yet the heart is vulnerable.
Midnight, streets lights polish a car's window, glimmering like glistening tearsn.
Yearning for a warm chat with someone,
But there's only me and lonliness.
Staying up, working overtime, not for yourself.
Rushing out the door in the morning, luckily forgetting to shut off the light,
like someone insisting on waiting all night to give me company.
What am I fighting for? What do I care about most?
For what am I so tired and lonesome?
Not afraid of being misunderstood by others,
Just afraid the people you care about most won't want to understand.
Sometimes I dream, Hoping to turn around and see you there,
looking at me tenderly, no unhappiness, not forcing me to make choice, understanding what I am fighting for, understanding that you're the most precious to me.

WOW！上面的是歌词来的。哈，哈，哈，哈。
本来是华文歌，有英文的翻译，就把它写下来！

今天是星期天，我很迟才起身，我糟透了！我在等人来救我-。-SOS.....
我的东西一大堆还没有做完，我死定了，我很烦 \./
而且考试又要到了，既然我已经决定不去读了，为什么还酱烦叻！@@
突然觉得这几天好像过得很快，尤其是星期三到星期五，好像很奇怪酱。
嗯，有一点点奇怪，为什么我什么都没有做到。

嗨哟！我很想出去！\./ 我不要呆在家里叻，sos。我想出去gai gai@@
或者我要去Harris！\./ 这是很好的，浪费时间的方法，melepak di pusat beli-belah。

Jason Mraz!
这个好象是他以前的照片，现在好像有一点点老了。
他是男爵吗！老了还是这个样子:DD 哈哈哈哈。
 那首Lucky 很好听，我还大费周章录进电脑辞典，再弄进电脑，然后放进手机=。=
因为我不懂怎样download！ 囧

 Nutcrackers, 我的电脑有一点点问题！
 你看你看，一直出现这个东西：
 Foto :D http://ercedesmox.com/index.php?=chandafackrellatmar@hotmail.com

什么Foto我一掌给你去死吧== UEK!